helloooow y'all!!how y'all doing??lol!

i procrastinate a loooott!!!whenever there is something that i need to do,i ignore them all and just do what i want to do!!like what i am doing right now,i have lots of homework to do but here i am writing a  post on my blog!!

I realised that i tend to procrastinate a lot during the weekend.my body and mind are tired after a verry tiring and loong weekday and i just want to do nothing when weekend comes.once, i tried to erase this bad habit by writing a list of things to do on the weekend.
-clean my messy room
-clean the messy kitchen
-clean the toilet
-do homework
-study for the final report
-buy food
-jogging

i deprived my self of any technology gadget and whatsoever which will disturb my perfect plan.but here is what i really do every weekend.
-sleep

i literally sleep like a hibernating bear.i sleep through all the day and when i wake up at night i open my computer and spent hours and hours looking through memes!!i am being productive alright!!
and when i am sleepy from looking at all the memes that i could find i sleep again until it's fucking monday again!!!

i wonder why did they make the weekend only two days and the weekdays 5 days?!that isn't fair.and when i asked my sister she answered that if weekends have more days than weekdays than everything will go to bankrupt!
well i would like to disagree with it!if we add one more day to the weekend wouldn't that make the flow of money even faster?!especially in Japan where everyone tend to keep their money and not spending it??

we should add one more day to the weekend!!who agrees with me??!

hope you all have a nice day eventhought it's not the weekend.and don't forget to stop procrastinate

ps:really need to stop using my laptop

I have been in another country for 2 weeks for a vacation,that is why i couldn't post anything.sorryyy (not that anyone care)
it was very fun overall!
anyhow today i won't write about my vacataion because of certain issues.but instead, i will write about LDR (long distance relationship )

like hundreds of couple over the world, I am right now in a long distance relationship with my bf.I am in Japan and he is in Indonesia, the distance between us is 3593.14 miles,.
can you imagine how expensive and how long it is to fly there.i won't care how long it is but it is pretty expensive for a university student who is working her ass off for a living.regarding the price and my low income I can only go back to my hometown once a year!!

i am in my 4th year right now and i just need one more year to finish my study and go back to my beloved arms.but still it is soooo hard.I don't wanna wait for a year!!i wanna hold him right here right now!!fuck!!!
i am in a state that i can't sleep because i miss him so baadd!and my apetite is kinda getting worse now!
actually it is not him that i miss, but it is the time that i am with him that i miss sooo bad!!talking with him through skype is really helping me but it is not enough!!

when someone asks me "then what do you want?"
i would answer "i want money to rain on my bed so i can use it to fly to jakarta!!or better!!i want a door that goes everywhere or i want a superpower that allows me to instantly move in a blink of an eye!and i will use them not only to meet my bf but also to be fucking riiiiicchhh!!!MWAHAHHAHAA (evil laugh)

but let's stay and think positive shall we?just kidding!!!
i searched on the net the benefit of having a LDR and I really like to argue with it.
so here it is:
-freedom = yes of course you will have times for you alone to do your hobbies etc.but hey?!let's be real!if you do what you like with the person you love doesn't that make you twice happier??!!

-you will not be the kind of persone who is "relationship over friendship" =
hell no!!!don't make relationship as an excuse!!you can just introduce your lover to your friend and just hangout together!!simple!!!

-the overwhelming feeling of a first hug= okay,.i agree that i am overflowed with happiness the time when i met him after a long time.but hey!!in exchange of that you had months or years of solitude and heartbreaks for missing someone

-your relationship is stronger because you know that your lover is willing to have an LDR= okay so what if your lover is a player and is going out with another girl while your away??of course the player is willing to have an LDR baby??!

-no risks of pregnancy =
hmm,.,i can't argue with this

well..LDR is a test to couples on how much they love each other and their commitment.and because i really love him verry verry much and I am serious about him i will wait patiently for a year to meet him again my beloved who really deserve this.and i hope this will be the last time and may the next time we will meet face to face i would be a much stronger,beautiful and a grown woman.

good day and be strong all those who are in a LDR

ps; if he read this i think i'm gona die from embarrassement

previously on avatar,.,

lol just kidding!!but i really wanted to do that!!and if you are wondering,the avatar that i meant wasn't the avatar movie with blue creature that i don't know why is it so popular at the time.the one that i meant is avatar the last airbender,never heard of it??check it out!!it's an amazing cartoon animation from nickelodeon for every age.recomended for those who love kungfu,chinese martial arts,chi,and magic.

anywho,sorry for the commercial above,i am going to write again about phones,(no!!agaiinn??!!)
yup

so,after those unfortunate events,i came to Japan and got my first phone in here from vodafone which is softbank now.The phone that i had was also the latest one.we can flip the screen and watch tv!!awesome isn't it??i know!!!lol!!!
when i was in my 2nd year of highschool we went to a field trip with all my school.we went by bus,that day and eventually went to the rest area for a pee pee.when i went to the rest room i accidently put my phone on the shelf behind the toilet aaaannnddd as you allready predicted it i left my phone on the toilet and realised it when i arrived back home!i knoowww,.i knowww,.it's all my fault.
so the next day i called the rest area information center something,and they told me that there is no phone found neither in the toilet or in the area itself.yup!!lost my phone again.

the next event, was when i am again in my second highschool,i left my phone on the bus when i was with my friends on our way to shibuya,so after i left my phone i cried to my classmate friend which was verry nice to me calming me down and he recomended me to go to the police station.at the police station he kindly wrote the paper and all dispite that the fucking police officer was ignoring us!!fuck you!!
but after all my phones robbed,lost this is the first time in my life that i was verryverry lucky!!!!yup!!i got my phone bacckk!!!!!yay!!! after a week that i left my phone on the bus, the bus company called to my house phone,and they told me that they found my phone and need to pick it up at their company!!!yaaayy!!so i asked them "how did you know that it was my phone ?oh,holy bus driver gentlement!!"
they told me that after they found it they contacted softbank (vodafone) and they told them how to contact me!!love you sir!!!!you are the best!!!!!bus driver forever!!yayyyyyy!!!!

as you think that this is all,no!!!!this isn't the end!!so i changed my phone into iphone 3g, and after 2 years i chaged it into iphone 4s!!yup!!and this is my actual phone now,
after a week of using my brand new awesome bad ass iphone, i went to the rest room with my phone in my pocket.aaannndd...yup!!it went to the toilet!!fuuuuckk!!so i panicked aaaannd,,my phone can't be started.fuck!!!and i panicked again i thought that it was the battery being low i accidently charged it!!and it was a verrrryyyy bad move!!!!!since the inside of my phone is wet and when you charge it,yup it explode!! -_-
fotunately i had it on garanty and lied to the apple guy that my phone died in the typhoon yesterday (there was really a typhoone)

so that's it!!hope that this phone would last until i want a new one

oh and if you're iphone is wet do not charge or restart it!!!grab your phone and blow dry it!!put it where there is sunlight and wait until everything is dry!!!do not charge it!!!

hope you have a good day and becareful with your phones

hellow pretty faces,and handsome faces. february went by like a flash and here we are welcoming march!!yay!!my fav months of the year!!i've been waiting for you forever!!woohooo!!!

anywhale, today i am going to talk about cellphone or handphone.what's the difference??i'll just use phone.

so ever since I was born i don't know why or how, i have this verry bad luck karma with phones!!it's like the whole universe disagree with me having a phone!!fuck!!

the first time my dad brought me a phone was on my 5th grade of elementary school in France.I didn't brag much about my phone and the only ones who knew i had it were only my close friend (it was verry rare for an elementary school to have a phone at that time).i believe it was a nokia which series i forgot,but it was the newest series at that time.even my father had the old one.

so when school finished i walk to our school gate and my mom phoned me.that's when i remembered that i had a phone (really, you shouldn't give an elemantary schooler a phone)
when i tried to pick up,an older guy which goes to the same school,(obviously) snatch my phone from my hand and ran away!!
out of reflex i ran after him in panic hoping to catch the fucking bastard and take my home back.But i ran out of breath and when i couldn't see the fucking thief no more, i turn back, and there were dozen of  guys that i don't even know who goes to the same elementary school as i do,ran towards me and to the street that the thief went!!they were all trying to catch the thief!!lol!!!amazing!!but unfortunately none of them did,and i never had my phone back.

the next one was on my highschool in indonesia,i had not the newest but it was close to the newest nokia series which i loved so much.if you know indonesia,the public transportation is fucking HORRIBLE!!I thought it would be so lame to be picked up everyday when i am already in highschool!!i am already big enough to take on those horibble public transportation.It's been a long time after i get used to go home by myself,and yet naive as i am, i put my phone on my skirt pocket and when i get of off the mini bus there were no more!!fuck!!!it's been stolen and i didn't even sensed it a bit!!he's good.

next experiences was a NIGHTMARE!!i sometimes dream how terrifying that was,and i still traumatized about it. what happened was, when my sister land me her phone not long before my phone was stolen, stupid as i am, i still went home with a public transportation,it was neither dark or night,it was in the fucking afternoon when i got robbed!!yup!!!
on the mini bus was only me and a guy, he approched me with a knife in his hand and i was "FUCK!!!I AM GETTING RAPED" out of panic i didn't scream not cry not do anything i was confused didn't know what to do,so i just gave him my bag,he searched through my bags,but i am a fucking highschooler!!i have no job!!no allowance and i'm broke you mother fucker!!!so he just took my phone and went away.I went home crying,because i was fucking scared and glad he didn't do anything with me!!hope you die your mother fucker thief!!!oh and by the way, thank you for sparing my life.

i have also other unfortunate events regarding my phone,but because i notice this is getting too long and too dark,gonna write it next time!!

Good day and watch out for your phones

hellow love~~how was your valentine??did you get presents??did you gave presents to someone special?or did you spent it alone? did you spent it watching tv all day and curse every couple that you saw like i did??!lol!

just kiding,i didn't watch tv all day,i was working, but i did curse and swear to all the couples that i saw.fuck you all!!!!!!

speaking of work i am today going to talk about my work,i am an university student that is working part time job in a convinience store.what do i do?simple!!i do cashier,put stuff in the thingy,throw away foods that are about to expire,throw trash,count money etc.

my part time is simple but needs lots of energy because it is located near the station it is fuuuckinggg crowded!!!i need to run back and forth from the cashier to anything that i am doing.
in Japan,there are more older people than young people,and when i mean about older i mean it!!there are more of grandma's and grandpa's that i think is more than 100 years old.and they are all healthy!!!!they can shop at the super market,buy lots of thing and still can take it home alone!!!what the fuck???how can they do that??
anyway,there are two types of older people in japan!!one is the type who are veerrryyy verrryyy nice,and the other type is the opposite who are verrry verrrryy meaann!!!there is no one who is in the middle!!
and when they are mean they are verryy verry annoying wha't s with their problem???i once talked about it to my japanese friend,and she said that it's normal because old people tend to live alone and get crazy!!
back to the topic,one day i was working on the cashier and it became very crowded,an old woman came to me and she wanted a receipt for one pack of milk!!just one!!!what is that fucking for??

in Japan there are two types of receipt one is the normal one that i am sure you have at least one in your wallet,and there is another one that you need if you want to get reimbursed by your company.Let's call this reimburse receipt.

so,in the reimburse receipt i (the cashier) need to write your company's name or the client's name in it.so i asked the woman to write her name in a small paper.she wrote it but i couldn't read it!!!!fuck!!so i panicked because i couldn't read her name in kanji!!so i just write kanjis that are similar to what i see but i was wrong,and theeeennn she started to be mad at me because i couldn't write her name.she was like "OMG,why can't you write this simple name?!!i can't believe young people this days cannot write or read!!i cannot use this!!are you even japanese?!!i can't believe this!call another employe!!call your manager!!!" she started yelling at me with a very loud voice,and there were people waiting behind!!fuck you old lady!!!!
i have a name tag in my uniform and anyone that can READ!!!can read that my name ain't no Japanese!!!fuck you!!!!!and what's up with cannot write fucking kanji!!it's your name that has complicated kanji.and your writing looks like an elementary school's!!

so i said to her that i am not a japanese many times,but maybe out of shame she decided to ignore me and still yelled at me!!FUCK YOU!!!!what is your problem??!!can you write romaji??can you read english???or indonesian???or french!!!cause i doo!!so shut the fuck up!!!
and i can perfectly read and write kanji but names!!!names are too complicated and difficult even for japanese themselves.

i started to think that it was all pointless and the fucking old lady was just mad and you seriously need help old lady!!!hope you die a painful and lonely one!!!

i gave her a blank reimburse receipt so she can write her fucking name alone!!fuck you!!

need hot chocolate to calm myself from all these negatives feeling and all these swearing!!

i guess that disney movies were right!!old and ugly lady are fucking eeevvviiill!!!

for those who are in japan or is about to come to japan becareful with old ladies,they seems nice but  they bite with fake teeth!!!!

hope you all have a good day working,

helllooow cupid face!!!halloween,christhmass,new year,chinese new year,and what comes after that is valentine's day!!woohooo~ the only one thing that i know so far from this big events is that western countries like USA and the likes are celebrating this lovely event differently than in Asia.in America,guys are the one who gives presents,flower,chocolate,a puppy(?)for their beloved ones. But in Asia I don't know why,the girls are the ones who give only chocolate to their brother,guyfriend.boyfriend.someone who they like,father etc.

In Japan, they are especially very aware of the valentine's day as it is a big day to confess and give chocolate to someone that they like,or they boyfriend.there are two types of valentine chocolate in Japan.
-the first one is giri chocolate = the one that you just buy at the store.and normally girls just gives this chocolate to anyone that they consider as a "friend" and no more
and then,comes the handmade chocolate= this is for their boyfriend or a guy in the familly as it is hand made,and it is more valued than the giri chocolate (obviously)lol!!

anyhow!regarding this topic i want to talk to you guys about the valentine's that i had before.my first one was on the second year of junior high (i think)and I gave my bf a bought chocolate that has almond in it and then he repaid me on the white day a chocolate (i know it is wrong)I still have the package from the chocolate back then!!lol!forgot to throw it away.

my second one was on my first late year of highschool.Me and my friend went to the supermarket to buy the ingredient and then made chocolate cookies on my friend's house.it was deliiiicciiouuss!!!we put rum in it and put lots and lots of effort making it, it was fun!!it was more fun making it than giving it lol!!!and then on valentine's day (it's school day) i went to school with lots and lots of chocolate,I gave the guy on my class the extras and i put the ones for my bf in a heart box.after school i went to meet him but when i gave and he oppened it,it was all melted!!!fuck!!lol!!!forgot that i was in indonesia which is verry verry hot!!!!!!fuck!!!

my third one was on my japanese school, I totally forgot about valentine,and i assume that my bf back then wasn't into this lovey dovey event,
but on the day before valentine my bf was like "it would be great if i received chocolate this year" and i was like fuck!!!!he wants me to make him chocolate.
so i went home that day but because all of the supermarket was already closed i search in my fridge for some chocolate.but it turns out that the only chocolate that i have right then was the mini tobleron!!!lol!!so i melted the tableron in my oven which burned because i wasn't careful and melted the white chocolate first then the milk chocolate above!!a sandwhich of white and milk chocolate!!genius!!!!
but because i wasn't prepared and didn't bought the place thingy,the chocolate came out as a plain round form!!lol!!and i cut it to a square!!and borrow the gift box that my sister bought last valentine and put it and gave him!!lol!!the chocolate was sooo tiny that he just ate a one full mouth!!

this year!!because of my long distance relationship and it's obvious that i cannot send him a chocolate.i'm gonna surprise him with a  video that i made!!an awesome valentine movie that i am sure it  will make him cry!!lol!!!

hope you all have a good day preparing for valentine's day!!!

ps:it wont be a surprise if he read this.hhmmm,.,.oh well~lol!!

hellow girlfriends and guyfriends!!lit's been a while since my last post because i was busy with reports,presentations and exams,.fuih!guess exams are near for you too or maybe you are having exams right now??
anyway,with my experiences as a 21 years old girl who had about 14 years of exams since elementary school, i am today going to write about what to do or what i wished to do when i had exams,the obvious answer would be to study study study,but what else???what else to do or not to do??

-have a good balance between study and sleep,this is a mistake that i do a lot!and many people does it that i think isn't right.many people (including me) studies all night long before an exam.I know that many people like me who prefer to study at night because you are a night person and can concentrate more on your study at night.
this isn't good why??because the day after, yes you would have studied and be more prepared for the exams but you would lose your concentration because of lack of sleep.and even if you do the first exam great because you studied and you don't feel tired or anything,but what would happen to the other exams later on the day?or the day after?i find it different when i studied all night long and when i sleep at night and studied the morning of the day before!or on that morning!
i do not recommend to study all night!

-do not work part time!!especially the day before exams,take a week off if you have to,eventhough you think you can still work and do the exams.do not work.as you all may know working is very tiring and you will get tired on the day of your exams.

-do not drink red bulls,monster,rock star and the like!!do not drink energy drink!!yes you will have the energy boost that you want but what happens next in your second exams?! yes!!you will be drop dead tired!!if you still want the energy boost without being tired how about a black coffee?!or a slap on the face

-another mistake that i do a lot is when i studied for a long hours and then when i thought that i need a rest i tend to open my laptop and browse,or watch tv or play games.do not do those thing above!!what happens next is i will play for a much more longer hours than the hours that i studied eventhough i promised myself to rest for an hour!!this is habit that is difficult to erase since the last time i did was yesterday!lol!!on the day of the exams the only thing that i was thinking was "damn!!that fucking boss was so hard!!"

-when you already studied and when you go the exams start and you received the paper which has questions that you didn't studied or you have no idea what the answer is.just cheat!!lol!!!who wants to take another year??neither you and your techer do?!!use your iphone's google under your desk,look to your front or besides friends paper,make a cheat sheet and glue it to your coca cola drink.but be reeeeallly careful not to get caught.

hope you all have a good day doing your exams,,be carefull not to get sick and tired,good luck on cheating