hellow man~look at your girl, now back to me,now back at your girl,now back to me,sadly she isn't me,but if she stop writing her own blog and look at mine,she could write like me.
look down,back up,where are you?you're in one of the most interesting blog,scrolling through my posts.
what's in your head?back to me.i have it, lots of post with lots of views.look again, the post are now updated.anything is possible with blogger.i'm on a cat.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=owGykVbfgUE

lol.really wanted to do that one!!

okay now ladies,don't drop your pants off yet.I AM BACK!!with stories that will amaze you to no end.lol!!
so who misses me??i know you do.don't be shy~no?okay~><

so..hellow y'all i have been verry busy these past months because i am now a senior!!hoooraaayy!!yup this is my last half month in my univ.and i am now writing my thesis.yup it sucks dog balls.
as you may know or not know i'm in japan and my thesis is in japanese.yup fuck that!!i need to write 12000 kanji.fuck!!
aaannnddd you know what.GTA5 and pokemon XY had to be released this fucking summer!!!!nooooooo!!!!!!
now i have to stop writing my thesis and play them for awhile.thank you rockstar and nintendo!!you succesfully done your job!!bravo!!

so for you awesome guys and girls who are busy writing their thesis and instead procrastinate looking blogs.i feel you man!i know girl~
and do your best.let the hunger games begin!!
fight-oooooooo~~~~

hope you have a good day either are you procrastinating or you are really doing your job.

hellow y'all!!whatcha doing?!lol!!


anywhale,i am getting pretty busy these past few months.i have a hectic schedule and i barely have time for myself between work and univ,i also have the final report which i reaaly need to start work on it but my lazy ass won't let me.

as the tittle told you maybe this isn't the post for you guys out there,so  i recommend to stop reading this and play your xbox,ps3 nintendo etc.or just go hangout party!!or woohooing!!lol!!!

so for the girls out there,who are single mother or careerwomen or just an university student who is also working and have a pretty tight schedule.i recommend you to just take one day or a couple of hours off of a week and just relax and do what you want to do.

so between my busy schedule i take one day off and called it the "beauty day"
basically i just take care of my hair,nails,body and do some facial which are pretty damaged from all the stress.this is the things that i do for myself and hope that this will also help you women out there.

hair : have you ever read or heard of the wonderful and magical use of olive oil??olive oil has nearly the same contain as the oil we produce from our scalp.so i really recommend for those who have really dry or damaged hair to use olive oil as a deep conditioner.
what you want to do is to heat up olive oil in a cup (not too hot though,you don't wanna fry your hair)put your finger in it, test it if it's not too hot and just put it on your hair.concentrate at the end of your hair (that has lots of damage)put a shower cap on and just go to the shower.
what i do is i wait for a few minutes while doing other things like brushing my teeth or wash my body do some body scrub or shave.after few minutes i take the shower cap off and just shampoo my scalp and no need for other conditioner,your hair will come out smooth and shiny!!

facial : what i really like to do is cleanse my face (obviously) and remove all dead skins with some face peeling.after rubbing all the dead cell and my skin will be as new as a baby butt .i mosturize it with a mask (anymask will do) leave it for 20 minutes and take it off!!do not leave it longer than that. you may think the more longer you leave it the better.but nope!!

body:after a long shower or a bath your skins are hungry.put on some body cream that has vitamin E (which is good for scaring and stretch marks) and also some sunscreen atleast spf 30+ depend on where do you live and how strong is the sun.

nail:first of all, grab some hand cream and put it on,i bet your hands need to be mosturized after a long and dry day.put some of your favorite nail polish and do the art,or if you wanna go simple just put some of the shiny nail polish.
don't forget about your cuticles that has been severed by all your daily actions.as i said before, olive oil do wonders not only to your hair but also to your cuticle.use a cotton but,put some olive oil on your cutticle.

lips: if you have dry lips,do not worry i have tips for you.grab honey and mix it with sugar (for normal lips) or salt (for dry lips) mix it together and rub it on your lips!!you want to rub off all those dead skin and the honey will act as a mosturizer on your lips.
after doing so, cleanse it and put lots of petronum jelly or vaseline in your lips.you may not want to peel the skins off every day as it will damage your lips but put vaseline everytime you are going out and go to bed.

finally i recomeend you to relax watch some movies and drink some herbal tea (i recommend you spearmint tea) to reduce the testosterone (male hormone) level.

if you have questions just ask me in the pink box on the right and i will answer it the best that i can

hope you have a wonderful beauty day and for you who are living in Japan hope you have a great golden week.and good day to you.

helloooow y'all!!how y'all doing??lol!

i procrastinate a loooott!!!whenever there is something that i need to do,i ignore them all and just do what i want to do!!like what i am doing right now,i have lots of homework to do but here i am writing a  post on my blog!!

I realised that i tend to procrastinate a lot during the weekend.my body and mind are tired after a verry tiring and loong weekday and i just want to do nothing when weekend comes.once, i tried to erase this bad habit by writing a list of things to do on the weekend.
-clean my messy room
-clean the messy kitchen
-clean the toilet
-do homework
-study for the final report
-buy food
-jogging

i deprived my self of any technology gadget and whatsoever which will disturb my perfect plan.but here is what i really do every weekend.
-sleep

i literally sleep like a hibernating bear.i sleep through all the day and when i wake up at night i open my computer and spent hours and hours looking through memes!!i am being productive alright!!
and when i am sleepy from looking at all the memes that i could find i sleep again until it's fucking monday again!!!

i wonder why did they make the weekend only two days and the weekdays 5 days?!that isn't fair.and when i asked my sister she answered that if weekends have more days than weekdays than everything will go to bankrupt!
well i would like to disagree with it!if we add one more day to the weekend wouldn't that make the flow of money even faster?!especially in Japan where everyone tend to keep their money and not spending it??

we should add one more day to the weekend!!who agrees with me??!

hope you all have a nice day eventhought it's not the weekend.and don't forget to stop procrastinate

ps:really need to stop using my laptop

I have been in another country for 2 weeks for a vacation,that is why i couldn't post anything.sorryyy (not that anyone care)
it was very fun overall!
anyhow today i won't write about my vacataion because of certain issues.but instead, i will write about LDR (long distance relationship )

like hundreds of couple over the world, I am right now in a long distance relationship with my bf.I am in Japan and he is in Indonesia, the distance between us is 3593.14 miles,.
can you imagine how expensive and how long it is to fly there.i won't care how long it is but it is pretty expensive for a university student who is working her ass off for a living.regarding the price and my low income I can only go back to my hometown once a year!!

i am in my 4th year right now and i just need one more year to finish my study and go back to my beloved arms.but still it is soooo hard.I don't wanna wait for a year!!i wanna hold him right here right now!!fuck!!!
i am in a state that i can't sleep because i miss him so baadd!and my apetite is kinda getting worse now!
actually it is not him that i miss, but it is the time that i am with him that i miss sooo bad!!talking with him through skype is really helping me but it is not enough!!

when someone asks me "then what do you want?"
i would answer "i want money to rain on my bed so i can use it to fly to jakarta!!or better!!i want a door that goes everywhere or i want a superpower that allows me to instantly move in a blink of an eye!and i will use them not only to meet my bf but also to be fucking riiiiicchhh!!!MWAHAHHAHAA (evil laugh)

but let's stay and think positive shall we?just kidding!!!
i searched on the net the benefit of having a LDR and I really like to argue with it.
so here it is:
-freedom = yes of course you will have times for you alone to do your hobbies etc.but hey?!let's be real!if you do what you like with the person you love doesn't that make you twice happier??!!

-you will not be the kind of persone who is "relationship over friendship" =
hell no!!!don't make relationship as an excuse!!you can just introduce your lover to your friend and just hangout together!!simple!!!

-the overwhelming feeling of a first hug= okay,.i agree that i am overflowed with happiness the time when i met him after a long time.but hey!!in exchange of that you had months or years of solitude and heartbreaks for missing someone

-your relationship is stronger because you know that your lover is willing to have an LDR= okay so what if your lover is a player and is going out with another girl while your away??of course the player is willing to have an LDR baby??!

-no risks of pregnancy =
hmm,.,i can't argue with this

well..LDR is a test to couples on how much they love each other and their commitment.and because i really love him verry verry much and I am serious about him i will wait patiently for a year to meet him again my beloved who really deserve this.and i hope this will be the last time and may the next time we will meet face to face i would be a much stronger,beautiful and a grown woman.

good day and be strong all those who are in a LDR

ps; if he read this i think i'm gona die from embarrassement

previously on avatar,.,

lol just kidding!!but i really wanted to do that!!and if you are wondering,the avatar that i meant wasn't the avatar movie with blue creature that i don't know why is it so popular at the time.the one that i meant is avatar the last airbender,never heard of it??check it out!!it's an amazing cartoon animation from nickelodeon for every age.recomended for those who love kungfu,chinese martial arts,chi,and magic.

anywho,sorry for the commercial above,i am going to write again about phones,(no!!agaiinn??!!)
yup

so,after those unfortunate events,i came to Japan and got my first phone in here from vodafone which is softbank now.The phone that i had was also the latest one.we can flip the screen and watch tv!!awesome isn't it??i know!!!lol!!!
when i was in my 2nd year of highschool we went to a field trip with all my school.we went by bus,that day and eventually went to the rest area for a pee pee.when i went to the rest room i accidently put my phone on the shelf behind the toilet aaaannnddd as you allready predicted it i left my phone on the toilet and realised it when i arrived back home!i knoowww,.i knowww,.it's all my fault.
so the next day i called the rest area information center something,and they told me that there is no phone found neither in the toilet or in the area itself.yup!!lost my phone again.

the next event, was when i am again in my second highschool,i left my phone on the bus when i was with my friends on our way to shibuya,so after i left my phone i cried to my classmate friend which was verry nice to me calming me down and he recomended me to go to the police station.at the police station he kindly wrote the paper and all dispite that the fucking police officer was ignoring us!!fuck you!!
but after all my phones robbed,lost this is the first time in my life that i was verryverry lucky!!!!yup!!i got my phone bacckk!!!!!yay!!! after a week that i left my phone on the bus, the bus company called to my house phone,and they told me that they found my phone and need to pick it up at their company!!!yaaayy!!so i asked them "how did you know that it was my phone ?oh,holy bus driver gentlement!!"
they told me that after they found it they contacted softbank (vodafone) and they told them how to contact me!!love you sir!!!!you are the best!!!!!bus driver forever!!yayyyyyy!!!!

as you think that this is all,no!!!!this isn't the end!!so i changed my phone into iphone 3g, and after 2 years i chaged it into iphone 4s!!yup!!and this is my actual phone now,
after a week of using my brand new awesome bad ass iphone, i went to the rest room with my phone in my pocket.aaannndd...yup!!it went to the toilet!!fuuuuckk!!so i panicked aaaannd,,my phone can't be started.fuck!!!and i panicked again i thought that it was the battery being low i accidently charged it!!and it was a verrrryyyy bad move!!!!!since the inside of my phone is wet and when you charge it,yup it explode!! -_-
fotunately i had it on garanty and lied to the apple guy that my phone died in the typhoon yesterday (there was really a typhoone)

so that's it!!hope that this phone would last until i want a new one

oh and if you're iphone is wet do not charge or restart it!!!grab your phone and blow dry it!!put it where there is sunlight and wait until everything is dry!!!do not charge it!!!

hope you have a good day and becareful with your phones

hellow pretty faces,and handsome faces. february went by like a flash and here we are welcoming march!!yay!!my fav months of the year!!i've been waiting for you forever!!woohooo!!!

anywhale, today i am going to talk about cellphone or handphone.what's the difference??i'll just use phone.

so ever since I was born i don't know why or how, i have this verry bad luck karma with phones!!it's like the whole universe disagree with me having a phone!!fuck!!

the first time my dad brought me a phone was on my 5th grade of elementary school in France.I didn't brag much about my phone and the only ones who knew i had it were only my close friend (it was verry rare for an elementary school to have a phone at that time).i believe it was a nokia which series i forgot,but it was the newest series at that time.even my father had the old one.

so when school finished i walk to our school gate and my mom phoned me.that's when i remembered that i had a phone (really, you shouldn't give an elemantary schooler a phone)
when i tried to pick up,an older guy which goes to the same school,(obviously) snatch my phone from my hand and ran away!!
out of reflex i ran after him in panic hoping to catch the fucking bastard and take my home back.But i ran out of breath and when i couldn't see the fucking thief no more, i turn back, and there were dozen of  guys that i don't even know who goes to the same elementary school as i do,ran towards me and to the street that the thief went!!they were all trying to catch the thief!!lol!!!amazing!!but unfortunately none of them did,and i never had my phone back.

the next one was on my highschool in indonesia,i had not the newest but it was close to the newest nokia series which i loved so much.if you know indonesia,the public transportation is fucking HORRIBLE!!I thought it would be so lame to be picked up everyday when i am already in highschool!!i am already big enough to take on those horibble public transportation.It's been a long time after i get used to go home by myself,and yet naive as i am, i put my phone on my skirt pocket and when i get of off the mini bus there were no more!!fuck!!!it's been stolen and i didn't even sensed it a bit!!he's good.

next experiences was a NIGHTMARE!!i sometimes dream how terrifying that was,and i still traumatized about it. what happened was, when my sister land me her phone not long before my phone was stolen, stupid as i am, i still went home with a public transportation,it was neither dark or night,it was in the fucking afternoon when i got robbed!!yup!!!
on the mini bus was only me and a guy, he approched me with a knife in his hand and i was "FUCK!!!I AM GETTING RAPED" out of panic i didn't scream not cry not do anything i was confused didn't know what to do,so i just gave him my bag,he searched through my bags,but i am a fucking highschooler!!i have no job!!no allowance and i'm broke you mother fucker!!!so he just took my phone and went away.I went home crying,because i was fucking scared and glad he didn't do anything with me!!hope you die your mother fucker thief!!!oh and by the way, thank you for sparing my life.

i have also other unfortunate events regarding my phone,but because i notice this is getting too long and too dark,gonna write it next time!!

Good day and watch out for your phones

hellow love~~how was your valentine??did you get presents??did you gave presents to someone special?or did you spent it alone? did you spent it watching tv all day and curse every couple that you saw like i did??!lol!

just kiding,i didn't watch tv all day,i was working, but i did curse and swear to all the couples that i saw.fuck you all!!!!!!

speaking of work i am today going to talk about my work,i am an university student that is working part time job in a convinience store.what do i do?simple!!i do cashier,put stuff in the thingy,throw away foods that are about to expire,throw trash,count money etc.

my part time is simple but needs lots of energy because it is located near the station it is fuuuckinggg crowded!!!i need to run back and forth from the cashier to anything that i am doing.
in Japan,there are more older people than young people,and when i mean about older i mean it!!there are more of grandma's and grandpa's that i think is more than 100 years old.and they are all healthy!!!!they can shop at the super market,buy lots of thing and still can take it home alone!!!what the fuck???how can they do that??
anyway,there are two types of older people in japan!!one is the type who are veerrryyy verrryyy nice,and the other type is the opposite who are verrry verrrryy meaann!!!there is no one who is in the middle!!
and when they are mean they are verryy verry annoying wha't s with their problem???i once talked about it to my japanese friend,and she said that it's normal because old people tend to live alone and get crazy!!
back to the topic,one day i was working on the cashier and it became very crowded,an old woman came to me and she wanted a receipt for one pack of milk!!just one!!!what is that fucking for??

in Japan there are two types of receipt one is the normal one that i am sure you have at least one in your wallet,and there is another one that you need if you want to get reimbursed by your company.Let's call this reimburse receipt.

so,in the reimburse receipt i (the cashier) need to write your company's name or the client's name in it.so i asked the woman to write her name in a small paper.she wrote it but i couldn't read it!!!!fuck!!so i panicked because i couldn't read her name in kanji!!so i just write kanjis that are similar to what i see but i was wrong,and theeeennn she started to be mad at me because i couldn't write her name.she was like "OMG,why can't you write this simple name?!!i can't believe young people this days cannot write or read!!i cannot use this!!are you even japanese?!!i can't believe this!call another employe!!call your manager!!!" she started yelling at me with a very loud voice,and there were people waiting behind!!fuck you old lady!!!!
i have a name tag in my uniform and anyone that can READ!!!can read that my name ain't no Japanese!!!fuck you!!!!!and what's up with cannot write fucking kanji!!it's your name that has complicated kanji.and your writing looks like an elementary school's!!

so i said to her that i am not a japanese many times,but maybe out of shame she decided to ignore me and still yelled at me!!FUCK YOU!!!!what is your problem??!!can you write romaji??can you read english???or indonesian???or french!!!cause i doo!!so shut the fuck up!!!
and i can perfectly read and write kanji but names!!!names are too complicated and difficult even for japanese themselves.

i started to think that it was all pointless and the fucking old lady was just mad and you seriously need help old lady!!!hope you die a painful and lonely one!!!

i gave her a blank reimburse receipt so she can write her fucking name alone!!fuck you!!

need hot chocolate to calm myself from all these negatives feeling and all these swearing!!

i guess that disney movies were right!!old and ugly lady are fucking eeevvviiill!!!

for those who are in japan or is about to come to japan becareful with old ladies,they seems nice but  they bite with fake teeth!!!!

hope you all have a good day working,

helllooow cupid face!!!halloween,christhmass,new year,chinese new year,and what comes after that is valentine's day!!woohooo~ the only one thing that i know so far from this big events is that western countries like USA and the likes are celebrating this lovely event differently than in Asia.in America,guys are the one who gives presents,flower,chocolate,a puppy(?)for their beloved ones. But in Asia I don't know why,the girls are the ones who give only chocolate to their brother,guyfriend.boyfriend.someone who they like,father etc.

In Japan, they are especially very aware of the valentine's day as it is a big day to confess and give chocolate to someone that they like,or they boyfriend.there are two types of valentine chocolate in Japan.
-the first one is giri chocolate = the one that you just buy at the store.and normally girls just gives this chocolate to anyone that they consider as a "friend" and no more
and then,comes the handmade chocolate= this is for their boyfriend or a guy in the familly as it is hand made,and it is more valued than the giri chocolate (obviously)lol!!

anyhow!regarding this topic i want to talk to you guys about the valentine's that i had before.my first one was on the second year of junior high (i think)and I gave my bf a bought chocolate that has almond in it and then he repaid me on the white day a chocolate (i know it is wrong)I still have the package from the chocolate back then!!lol!forgot to throw it away.

my second one was on my first late year of highschool.Me and my friend went to the supermarket to buy the ingredient and then made chocolate cookies on my friend's house.it was deliiiicciiouuss!!!we put rum in it and put lots and lots of effort making it, it was fun!!it was more fun making it than giving it lol!!!and then on valentine's day (it's school day) i went to school with lots and lots of chocolate,I gave the guy on my class the extras and i put the ones for my bf in a heart box.after school i went to meet him but when i gave and he oppened it,it was all melted!!!fuck!!lol!!!forgot that i was in indonesia which is verry verry hot!!!!!!fuck!!!

my third one was on my japanese school, I totally forgot about valentine,and i assume that my bf back then wasn't into this lovey dovey event,
but on the day before valentine my bf was like "it would be great if i received chocolate this year" and i was like fuck!!!!he wants me to make him chocolate.
so i went home that day but because all of the supermarket was already closed i search in my fridge for some chocolate.but it turns out that the only chocolate that i have right then was the mini tobleron!!!lol!!so i melted the tableron in my oven which burned because i wasn't careful and melted the white chocolate first then the milk chocolate above!!a sandwhich of white and milk chocolate!!genius!!!!
but because i wasn't prepared and didn't bought the place thingy,the chocolate came out as a plain round form!!lol!!and i cut it to a square!!and borrow the gift box that my sister bought last valentine and put it and gave him!!lol!!the chocolate was sooo tiny that he just ate a one full mouth!!

this year!!because of my long distance relationship and it's obvious that i cannot send him a chocolate.i'm gonna surprise him with a  video that i made!!an awesome valentine movie that i am sure it  will make him cry!!lol!!!

hope you all have a good day preparing for valentine's day!!!

ps:it wont be a surprise if he read this.hhmmm,.,.oh well~lol!!

hellow girlfriends and guyfriends!!lit's been a while since my last post because i was busy with reports,presentations and exams,.fuih!guess exams are near for you too or maybe you are having exams right now??
anyway,with my experiences as a 21 years old girl who had about 14 years of exams since elementary school, i am today going to write about what to do or what i wished to do when i had exams,the obvious answer would be to study study study,but what else???what else to do or not to do??

-have a good balance between study and sleep,this is a mistake that i do a lot!and many people does it that i think isn't right.many people (including me) studies all night long before an exam.I know that many people like me who prefer to study at night because you are a night person and can concentrate more on your study at night.
this isn't good why??because the day after, yes you would have studied and be more prepared for the exams but you would lose your concentration because of lack of sleep.and even if you do the first exam great because you studied and you don't feel tired or anything,but what would happen to the other exams later on the day?or the day after?i find it different when i studied all night long and when i sleep at night and studied the morning of the day before!or on that morning!
i do not recommend to study all night!

-do not work part time!!especially the day before exams,take a week off if you have to,eventhough you think you can still work and do the exams.do not work.as you all may know working is very tiring and you will get tired on the day of your exams.

-do not drink red bulls,monster,rock star and the like!!do not drink energy drink!!yes you will have the energy boost that you want but what happens next in your second exams?! yes!!you will be drop dead tired!!if you still want the energy boost without being tired how about a black coffee?!or a slap on the face

-another mistake that i do a lot is when i studied for a long hours and then when i thought that i need a rest i tend to open my laptop and browse,or watch tv or play games.do not do those thing above!!what happens next is i will play for a much more longer hours than the hours that i studied eventhough i promised myself to rest for an hour!!this is habit that is difficult to erase since the last time i did was yesterday!lol!!on the day of the exams the only thing that i was thinking was "damn!!that fucking boss was so hard!!"

-when you already studied and when you go the exams start and you received the paper which has questions that you didn't studied or you have no idea what the answer is.just cheat!!lol!!!who wants to take another year??neither you and your techer do?!!use your iphone's google under your desk,look to your front or besides friends paper,make a cheat sheet and glue it to your coca cola drink.but be reeeeallly careful not to get caught.

hope you all have a good day doing your exams,,be carefull not to get sick and tired,good luck on cheating

so raise your glass if you are wrong in all the right way,all my underdorgs!!!we will never be never be!!!

like they said, human are not perfect and we are full of imperfection.don't let me start about my outlook imperfections, i have tons and tons of them!and i'll be happy to list it if you want me to.

anyway,right now i am going to talk about my personallity imperfection and the most bad part that i don't like about my self.And yes!i do realise whenever i do or say it, but to fix it,.hmmm...nah.not that simple..and no!!this isn't a post for you all to feel simpathy or to make me feel better about myself.
the reason i do this is because i just want to write it.simple isn't it??why make things complicated???

so,i confess, i am a fucking egoist person.
whenever something went wrong i always blame it on someonelse!why?? because it is much much more easier to blame on someone than on myself.and if someonse is blaming me, i blame them back!hah!!!take that!!
for example: i forgot to turn the heater off before i went out and when i get back, my sister was like
"you didn't turn the ac off!!now the bills is going to get expensive"
and i'll be like "you didn't remind me"
lol wtf???she wasn't even there and it was all my fault!!but i will never ever accept and say to her that it was my bad!!!!lol

i am also a very stubborn person, i will always stand up on my own opinion.i will listen to you all of course!!i will listen!but i will just listen to you.i'll be nodding but still i'll be thinking "hmmm,.,that's right but naah~"lol!!!and i will do anything in my power to make you think otherwise.why??because i loove debating!!it is soo boring if you all have the same oppinion as mine!!i wanted to be a lawyer when i was in high school so much that i love debating.

i am also a very serious person that i can't even differentiate between jokes or not.even if you laugh afterward i will take it seriously!!and i am kind of the annoying person whom for example if we are in the same group studies or presentation i will become sort of the leader to the group (even if no one agrees to it)and will kick your ass to make a perfect presentation!!that's how obsessed i am!!

whenever i want something i will do anything in my power to get it!!and whenever i want to do something i will do it like snap!!right away!and i will do it all night long if i need to!!until i finish this i probably cannot sleep!!

i am a very good liar!well sometimes my familly get through my lies but when my mind is made and i concentrate on the lies!!i will do many things for that lie to not be caught.i will imagine what would happen and do many things to deceive them.lies need commitment.

like i said in my previous post.i envy everyone that i know and i will probably continue to do so.

i am lazy as hell!!i can do nothing for the day,and just be on my bed with my laptop.heaven~

isn't it much easier to just embrace and accept your imperfection and just live with it?!?and if you wanna change to a better personnality than i will surely support you!!

guess that'a about it then.tell me guys about what you don't like about yourself in the right pink chatbox.it would be really appreciated

happy birthday to my childhood bestfriend!!happy birthday!!

happy 20th ceremony!!for everyone who is turning 20th in japan!hope you had a blast one eventhough it's raining snow!!


have a good day and may you all keep being imperfection bad ass guys!!

hey guys~how y'all doing!!as you may know or not know i already wrote about jealousy before,it was more about jealousy and my teacher.but in this post i want to talk more about jealousy and me myself and i.
as i said before,being jealous is totally a normal human behaviour. and i get constantly jealous to everything everytime.lol.just kidding,but seriously (yeah i love ryan higa) teehee!!

anyway,here are some situations,people and what am i jealous to.
i am jealous to
-people taller than me (what did you eat?!)
-people who don't need to work for their living!!
-people who can buy branded bags and stuff with their parent's money.fuck!!
-girls who have big and round boobs (how can mine be like yours?!)
-people who has glowing white skin (tell me what product are you using!)
-korean people who has nooo pimple!!!and their skins are flawless as fuck!!
-girls who have skinny and long feet!!whyyy goood!!!
-couples who are being lovey dovey in front of me!!diiieeee!!!
-people who can sing really well!
-kids who don't need to have responsability and can do everything that they want with no consequences
-creative people
-people who eat a lot but don't get fat!fuck you!
-my boyfriend's friends weither it's a guy or a girl
-manggaka
-people who have cool parents and is not strict
-people who are funny

thats some of them ~i've got a bunch more,but i'm not crazy as to put all of them in here (i am already crazy enough to even write them)

after reading the above i realised that it's more closer to envy than jealousy.oh well,let's leave it like that coz i am a super lazy persone.

anyway~it's okay to envy other people because humans are full of imperfections and complex.and it's a natural feelings.so if you have never felt like that,think again.are you really human?!and if you are you don't have a heart then!!die heartless!!!!(yeah i love playing kingdom hearts)

i realised that people are reading my post more lately,i know because i am stalking you all!!mwahahahhahah!!!
so,i will really love you all my angels to spend a little of your precious time to write comments or the pink chat box on the right.to share on whom you are envy and on what.so that i wouldn't feel alone and lonely T_T

hope you have all a good day,and keep being envy!

hellooow everybodeehhh!!!hope you had a great holiday and it's time for you all to get your ass up and getback to your fucking daily routine again!!bwahahahaha(evil laugh)

anyway, back in high school i went to disney land and eventually shopped at the disney store for souvenir and stuff.and then, i saw  mannyyyy pair accesories for couples.there were phone's straps,necklace rings etc.unfortunately i don't have a partner at that time to share this wonderful pair accesories.
the next day at school i saw a guy friend of mine who bought those pair phone straps that i saw yesterday (a mickey and minnie strap,i know it's cute) and put both of them on his cellphone!!lmao!!!he was single and knew that it was meant for couples.the most shocking thing is, that those straps aren't cheap!!they are like 2000 yen(20$) !!it's an expensive price to pay for a mere highschooler!!!lol!!!!

now that i have someone to give those wonderful pair accesories i am now confused on what to give.

a ring is impossible because even if i know he's ring size it would be best if i buy it with him!and since it's impossible, a ring is a no no (plus why is it so fucking expeeeeennnsiiiiivvee!!!)

i looked up for necklace and there were some of them who caught my eye,and they were in my wallet range.But in my country a guy who were necklace is a bit hmmm.,.they will be looked either gay or narcistic,so it's a no no. plus yesterday i just asked him what would happen if i gave him a necklace and he was like "okay i can put it in the car's wheel miror thingy" wtf?!?!?!if he doesn't want to just say so darling.love you!!

a phone strap is okay.but it doesn't look intimate and romantic since it is put on a phone.i want him to wear it!!
this left me with bracelet.i looked up on it on the internet and they were expensive!the price is over 10000 yen(100$) which i can afford it but that seems silly!
and then i was wondering.what if i made it myself?!?!?!hell yeah!!!i can just make it myself!!it will be original,i can choose the color and stuff plus i bet he will be happy since it is hand made and it's only just one over the world!!fuck yeah!!!!
and here i am confused on what color should i make?!the same color?!or different?!
so i want to ask guys out there especially indonesian. what would you think of a guy wearing a necklace (since it is the first thing that i want to buy)
and for girls,should i make the bracelet's color different or matching?!
i reaaaallly would appreeciate anyone who answer my questions on the chatbox on the right of this page.


please help meeeee T_T

HAPPY NEW YEAAARRRR!!!!!!!woohooooo!!!!!welcome 2013!!!this is the time to look back 2012 and to think of new resolutions on 2013!!
I just spent the new year in my friends  house playing cards, Winning Eleven on ps3 and juon on wii!!
and we also watched 笑ってはいけない (waratteha ikkenai) it's a comedy tv show aired only on the new year about five guys who goes to random places (like school,hotel etc) and if laughed get hit in the ass.so like japanese who comes up with random tv shows.

but before that i went to the hotspring resort on Odaiba (a part of tokyo) it's a hotspring in a giagantic building.This resort doesn't just offer hotspring but also restaurants,massage chair,spa,sauna,facial,body massage etc.i bet the girls looove this place

The first time entering the building,we need to take off our shoes and put it in a locker (very japanese like,and honestly it smells when i went to the shoe locker lol!!!not my shoes!!!!my shoes doesn't smell!!!)

after that we received a bracelet with a barcode and a key on the reception.we need the barcode in the bracelet to every payment in the resort (smart isn't it?we don't need to bring our pursue everywhere and people will buy more) and we need the key to open the locker which we put all our belongings.
we can choose the yukata we have to wear in the resort.
after puting my things on the locker and changed to a yukata i entered the main hall which is full of restaurants,games,shops etc. it looks like a japanese festival but indoor.

the hotspring is greeeeaaatttt!!!!!there is the massage hotspring, the normal hotspring with water that is great for the skin (can't remember what is it) there's also a hotspring outdoor, and sauna. the sauna is awessooommeee!!looovvee it!!!

anyway after entering the hotspring my skins gets verrrryyyy verrrryyy smooothhh!!!!and clean!!!!really like the place!!!!

for those who already knows about japanese hotspring or who is about to go, i really recomend using the product provided in the hotspring!!especially hotspring which many people goes.because many great and very expensive products promote in the hotspring.and when you go to a hotspring you can use these products all you wantttt!!!!!!!and FREE!!!!amasing isn't it!!!!
i used a bunch of their product and as a result my skin was glowing and very smooth like a baby's ass!seriously!!!

really wanna go there again next year !!
the price?it's reasonable,only 3000 yen!!but the shop's and restaurant has a higher price than normal.

i really recommend this place especially to girls!!
hope you add this to your "must go place" list for 2013!!
once again HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!